gah, i really love that boy.
hes made my life complete
ever since i met him.

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he has the most gorgeous eyes you
could ever fall for, and the cutest smile that
takes your breath away. he has the ability to
make you laugh every time he speaks and when
you look into his eyes, it's hard to turn away.

i find it cute when you're sad.
the way you rest your head upon your knees,
the way your lips tremble when you breathe in.
it's like you were made for me.

i won't begin to ask why you're leaving.
why you did those things you did.
why you said those things you said.

it's a missing emotion, a missing person.
hey love, i'm missing you.
it's more than 11:11,
it's more than a hug goodbye.
hey love, the sky's still blue.
things are great but where are you ?

i think we should just go with the flow,
and see where it is that we go.
i want to share these moments with you,
get to know your deepest secrets,
and fall even harder along the way.

i'd throw myself to the sea
if god promised that you're inside.

now i'm lying on the table,
with everything you said.
keep that in mind the way it felt
when the most i could do
was to just blame myself.

your lipstick, his collar, don't bother angel.
i know exactly what goes on.

it's been months since i've seen you like this.
and even longer since our last kiss.
hey there babe, i don't mean to cut you off,
but i've heard enough lies.
and you're just dying to get caught.

three cigarettes deeper and deeper.
i've been drinking more and eating less,
i'm a mess without you laying here.

when i saw you, i fell in love,
and you smiled because you knew.

you're the kind of guy who makes me
throw my head back and let out a real laugh,
because when i'm with you,
nothing else matters.

we've gotten good at eye contact.
while regurgitating lies.
learn to swallow hard so we don't cry.

life began when i saw your face.
and i hear your laugh like a seranade.

those nights when you can't sleep,
it might be because you're awake
in someone else's dreams.

and your lights go out,
yeah the airs so much easier to breathe
and my last farewell to you might as well
be said right here, right now.

you're not so picture perfect now.

to follow your instincts,
well it just never worked for me.
you're silent but strong.
and you're noticing nothing again.

but she's a fool cause she has this longing for him.
but she's scared to tell him and find out what
he'll say. he has a rule that he can never seem too
interested cause he's scared that she might feel
the same way. and she wishes he loved her,
when there is no other that he would prefer.

we've got eachother,
and that's a lot.
for love, we'll give it a shot.

do you know you're fake ?
stop giving for the take.
bring love, bring change.
let's end your selfish games.
will you lose your touch ?
will you be enough to take control ?

i'll rip you from these walls.
why ? cause i want to hate you.

i asked him one day,
"why all the drugs ?"
he told me then and there,
"i find that life is easier
when it's all a blur."

can you survive the night alone
in this dark with nothing but your thoughts ?
i can't.

remember watching the storms
from the lifeguard stand ?
remember feeling the tingling in my
fingertips when i touched your lips.

one last hit for you,
two pills here for me.
one too many times
i've felt this way about you.

you taught me how to live at last.
but i said my confidence, it gets
stronger when your next to me.

i wish my words came out
less frantic and more romantic.

hate to say it, but you're a day late
and a dollar short. cause my heart's already
been stolen, and he promised me forever.

well there's a secret i've been perfecting,
i swore i wouldn't, but you let me.
i'm comfortably confused.
you've gotten so removed.
you know i, i could take the place
of those pills. ocean blue, paint it white.
now who are you gonna call tonight ?

what you don't know can't hurt you.
it's what we suspect that screws
everything up.

you left me broken hearted.
now you don't mean a thing to me.

i see the way you stare,
so easy to love and fail.
the skies don't bleed anymore.

find someone who can make you feel
completely comfortable and "first-date" nervous
at the same time. that's love.

you've lost the love for yourself now.
just know that i'm telling you to
watch your back and hold your breath,
cause denial never spoke so loud.

please understand,
this just isn't goodbye.
this is i can't stand you.

i can't keep up with the fact
that this may be all i need.
i've never had all that i need.

it was pouring rain, your mom came to pick us up.
but the car was like, way across the street.
so you grabbed my hand and we ran for it.
it was probably only about ten seconds or so,
but when we got in the car,
all i could think about was the fact
that you held my hand.

your words are cold,
and the season is too.
the comfort in your voice is gone.
don't keep in touch.
i'm better off alone.

rest assured i'm moving on.
i miss you less with each day you're gone.

holding on would be a waste of time.
but sometimes i know i'll wonder if it was really over.
cause it took us all night to say goodbye.

she's biting her lip as a tear
trickles down her cheek.
she doesn't want to lose you.
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i'm absolutely crazy for him.
i don't think i've ever been happier.

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hold my hand.
brush the hair off my face.
whisper in my ear.
hug me when i'm cold.
off me your jacket.
i don't care how you do it,
just show me that you care.

she's not the kind of girl
that likes to tell the world
the way she feels about herself.

she fell in love with the lifestyle.
she was the queen of the late
night social suicide.
first one in the club,
the last one out the door.
her contradictions addictive.

love comes when manipulation stops.
when you think more about the other person
than about his or her reactions to you.
when you dare to reveal yourself truthfully.
when you dare to be vulnerable.

i've seen love die way too many times
when it deserved to be alive.

don't you ever wonder when it says he's
typing a message, and then doesn't send it,
don't you ever wonder what he was about
to say, how it could've just maybe
changed your life forever ?

i still remember the first day we met,
and the first time i looked into those
sleepy brown eyes, i just wanted you to know,
i'll never forget the butterflies.

come up with five things
that i ever did wrong.
then i'll take back everything i said,
write it down and mail it to my new address.
it's located so far from you.
i'm glad we fell apart.

"better off just friends."
i'm better off just dead.

it's over, it's done.
and i'm okay with that.

here's to the crazy ones.
the misfits, the rebels, the trouble makers.
the round heads in the square holes.
the ones who see things differently.
they're not fond of rules, they have no respect
for the stautus-quo. you can quote them,
disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them.
the only thing you can't do is ignore them.
because they change things.
they push the human race forward.
while some may see them as the crazy ones,
we see geniuses. because the people who are
crazy enough to think they can change
the world, are the ones that do.

god, that was strange to see you again.
introduced by a friend of a friend.
smiled and said, "yes i think we've met before."
in that instant it started to pour.

nights when the heat had gone out,
we danced together alone.
cold air turned our breath into clouds.
we never said what we were dreaming of.
but you turned me into somebody loved.

i go around a time or two,
just to waste my time with you.

i wish i knew what you think about
when you're quiet.

moving on is easiest
when i'm around you.

yes i received your letter yesterday,
about the time the doorknob broke,
when you ased me how i was doing,
was that some kind of joke ?

the truth is once you learn how to die,
you learn how to live.

it sounds so cliche, but i'm sick of waiting.
i don't want to talk and i don't want to listen.
i just want you to put your arm around my waist
and kiss me. we're only young once,
so let's fuck this up right.

so give up every chance you get
just to feel new again.

i intentionally wrote it out
to be an illegible mess.
you wanted me to write you a letter.
but i'd rather lose your address.
and forget that we'd ever met.
and what did or did not occur.

lip gloss.
i put it on, you take it off.

all i do is look at you and know,
sooner or later we're gonna be together.

she knew nothing about life.
but she knew everything about living.

it was cold.
my hands were shaking, and you stepped
in front of me just to wrap your arms around
me as you said, "let's pretend winter isn't here."
i buried my head in your shoulder,
and i whispered,
"let's pretend the snow isn't the only thing falling fast."
^one of my favorites<3.

sitting closer than my pain,
he knew each tear before it came.

i like that you ramble when you're nervous.
i like that i know that you do.
i like that i still make you nervous.

when the whole world
fits inside of your arms,
do we really need to pay
attention to the alarm ?

i apply makeup to bloodshot eyes.
i know what you've been up to.

that's what life is about.
it's those moments when you
feel entirely carefree, like nothing
can touch you. it's those moments that
make the hard parts worth it.
those moments when i'm with you.

i asked you to stay beside me
all through the years.
the death of this mess finally came
around with no relief this year.
congratulations you just fucking disappeared.

do you know what it feels like being alone ?
i'll just find someone new.

i love the way you make me smile.
no one's been able to do that in a while.

all i could think about was that time
where we stayed up all night talking,
you didn't say that i was wrong, or stupid.
you didn't laugh at me when i confessed
my wildest dreams. you just listened.
and it was then that i knew,
i'm supposed to be with you.

she's banged up.
mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically.
but everyday she walks outside
with a smile on her face,
because that's who she is.

you deserve to be with somebody
who makes you happy. somebody who
doesn't complicate your life.
somebody who won't hurt you.
he's the better guy.

the first time i saw you, my heart fell.
the second time i saw you, my heart fell.
the third time, fourth time, fifth time,
and everytime since then my heart has fallen.
every single thing about you is beautiful.
when i see you, my world stops.
there's nothing else, no noise, no other people,
no thoughts or worries, no yesterday,
no tomorrow. the world just stops.
and it's a beautiful place & there is only you.
when you're gone, the world starts again,
and i don't like it as much. i can live in it,
but i just don't like it. i just walk around in it
and wait to see you again, wait for it to stop again.
i love it when it stops. it's the best fucking thing i've
ever known or ever felt. it's the best thing.

without your arms around me,
i'm always cold.

i'm about to do all of the things
that i've dreamed of.
and i don't even miss you at all.

autumn winds, photographs, and starry nights.
our hands laced together, you squeezing me tight.
i can't remember a fall ever feeling so right.

i think i love life right now.
want a really, really good band?
then check out chiodos.
they're probably my favorite band.

from behind the wheel,
when i lose control,
i can only breathe your name.

every night she finds herself
lying in bed, reliving and remembering
every glance he gave and every word he said.

he has something worth tripping over.
i just didn't know i would fall so hard.

hate is a strong word.
but i really really really don't like you.
now that it's over,
i don't even know what i liked about you.

maybe it's all you're running from.
perfection will not come.
maybe you want her,
maybe you need her,
maybe you had her,
maybe you lost her to another.

everything's falling,
and i'm included in that.
oh, how i try to be just okay.
yeah, but all i ever really wanted
was a little piece of you.

now open up wide,
fist first down your throat.
where no beauty lies,
and rip out what should have been mine.

i'll keep dreaming.
not another word, sweetheart.
nothing is perfect.
but this has to be someday.
so i'll keep dreaming.
we have to be someday.

they all think she's such a badass,
with all her sexual remarks
and her drugged up late night stories.
they don't know how scared she is inside.

ignoring what we've felt,
overlooking what we've done,
no awkward silences, no hiding any truths.

and that's when you realize he's the boy your crazy for.
the one who makes you laugh on the worst days.
he's not perfect, but neither are you.
sometimes he's dorky, but he's your dork.
he kisses you in the rain and dances with no music,
even though he knows it's cliche.
he made you realize it is possible to have permanent butterflies
every love song makes sense because of him,
because he loves you, and you love him.

this is probably the best,
not to mention the worst idea
that i have ever had.

we got everything we need right here.
and everything we need is enough.
it's just so easy when the whole world
fits inside of your arms.

but you're not alone, and you're not discreet.
make sure i know who's taking you home.

when he looks at me,
i don't want to turn away.
usually, when any guy looks me in the eyes,
i have to look away after about
3 seconds. but with him,
i struggle to take my eyes off him.

turn around and head in different directions.
like we never, it's like we never knew
each other at all. we said what we feel,
then we stop ourselves, and just walk away.
never looking back, loving every second of it,
we just walk away.

for every inch we get,
we need a mile more.

i'll lie until someone catched me in the act.
i'll fake smile and pretend i love myself
while i skip meals and throw up
everything i eat. just give me a month,
i swear i'll be beautiful again.

no, i don't like you.
i just stare at you all day long
for no reason at all.

you may not remember,
but that night when all we did was
lay there and you brushed the hair
out of my eyes, well that was the night
that i fell in love with you.

seasons are changing.
waves are crashing.
and stars are falling.
all for us.

forget i even called.
why even try to end things
on a good note ?
i should've left with no reply.
there next few days,
you're only a stranger.

we were elemental, took down to bear essentials.
who knew we would get so far ?
cause our days were numbered
by nights on too many rooftops.
they said we were wasting our lives.

cross my heart, hope to die.
swear i won't say what happened that night.
starting today things are gonna be alright.
the best you tried, yeah you did fine.
no, better than fine. perfect in my mind.
in fact, i wish your heart was mine.

there was a quick move.
a sudden burst of heat.
and i swear to you,
my heart skipped a beat
when your lips touched mine.

i know you're a sucker for anything acoustic.
but when i say lets keep in touch,
i really mean i wish that'd you'd grow up.
this is the first song of your mixtape.
it's short just like your temper.
but somewhat golden like the afternoons
we used to spendm before you got too cool.

you're the million reasons why
there's love reflecting in my eyes.

i remember it clearly,
that one night i laid eyes on him.
i don't think i knew it then,
but i guess i was falling in love.

so we pulled into your driveway.
i don't want you to leave.
the stars get your attention,
i lean back in my seat,
and we just talk and listen
to the mixtape that you had
made me days before.

if i told you i didn't need you,
i'd be lying.
i need you more than anything.

for being such a strong individual,
i sure did run right back to you
as soon as you called.

this is it, our one chance to make
things right, post love affliction.
our heart's nightmares won't let this happen again.
name the last time i wrote
about something other than you.

this weather has me wanting
a love more tangible.
something that i can hold,
because it's getting cold.

you wrapped your arms around me,
pressing your body against mine.
and in that moment of perfection,
i knew we were meant to be.
and i never wanted you to let me go.

and i'd fall apart
but i'd remember how
my heart stops everytime.

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i guess everything's almost better.
i mean, between couseling stuff,
and falling head over heels once again,
for like the first time in a year.
it's good, it's all good.

she said, "i hate the rain.
but here it comes again."

i'll be brave tonight.
either live or die.
i'll be brave tonight,
standing tall and bright.
such romantic eyes,
got me hypnotized.
and if i had my chance
i'd never let you go.

i've got something to say.
about the last 12 months i've lived,
i'm not the same kid i was when i was younger.
i just thought you should know.
i take a pill everyday to help me deal with life.

she was always second best,
so she never thought she'd be
the first he picked. she never
thought he wanted her so bad.

i wanna feel that kiss
just crush me and break me down.

and she can have a thousand boyfriends.
but in the end, she'll be wishing she had
you back.

so this is how it is to be alone.
your heart beats like it's cracked
and made of stone. but whenever someone
asks, just say there's nothing wrong.

the mind has so many memories.
can you remember what i look like when i cry ?

you were just another kid,
another kid at my school.
i didn't really know you.
so how did you end up being
the best thing that ever
happened to me ?

i hope one day you understand
that a girl on your arm,
won't make you a man.

when you hug so tightly that
you can barely breathe,
it's merely your hearts trying to touch.

i'm slowly teaching myself
how to breathe around you.

because i fell in love,
but then you mess it up.
and you'll try again.
you know it's not worth it.
scream your lungs out,
it's never quite enough
to get the sound across.
you know it's not worth it.
why won't you just tell me ?

everyday i take a bitter pill
that gets me on my way.
for the little aches and pains,
the ones that i have everyday
to help me think less of the things i miss.
to help me not wonder how i ended up like this.

darling, you better open up your eyes
and see that girl, patiently waiting for you.
she's the only one worth your time.
she's the only one that really cares.
so grab hold of her before
she silently slips away.

if i had a gun and shot it at your face,
would you promise not to get out of the way ?

so i'll pretend i'm doing all i can.
and i hope someday you find it in your
heart to understand why i'm not around.
and forgive me for not being in your life.

she's got this subtle beauty
where she knows what you're thinking.
but she doesn't let you know she's
got you figured out.

cause i am everything i said i'd be.
so fuck you and fuck your town
because i got dreams.

it's 3:15am and you're in her bed
thinking about how you fucked up.
you know i'll find out.
so stop worrying.
you just lost all you ever had.

cause i've waited for you all my life
to be here with you tonight.
just put me on my back,
knock me out again.

she's in designer jeans
on amphetamines
and wants you badly.
and he's a real cannibal
and suicidal
eratic on heavy metal.

i could have a lot going for me, yeah.
but you, you just get in the way of
everything in me.

in honesty, it's been awhile since we had
a reason left to smile.
hello sunshine, come back into my life.

she said,
i won't begin to ask you why you're leaving,
why you did those things you did.
why you said those things you said.

i guess it doesn't matter
what i say or what i seem.
you stuck what i felt for you in
the pocket of your jeans.
ignoring me the morning after isn't enough.
and i swear i'm gonna cry.
i'm sick of trying to be tough.

i wanna be a big heartbreaker.
live fast and for real.
and you can follow it in the papers.

i miss those summer nights
when nothing got in the way of our fun.
and fun was all that we had.

i kissed your throat everytime
they said that it wouldn't last.
but then i knew you, i knew you.
i really knew you.

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